This was a second chance story, but with a bit of a twist and I loved it. I guess I didn’t read (or remember reading) the blurb because after reading the Prologue the story didn’t go quite the way I was expecting. The Prologue gives you information about what happened before Chance and Marcos get together and that’s all I’ll say about that. 😊

Marcos was kicked out of his home when he came out and had a rough time of it for a few years. He’s now volunteering at a center for LGBTQ+ youth where his best friend works. He loves to throw barbs at the center’s director who wears the kind of clothing that Marcos wouldn’t be caught dead in. Marcos loves fashion and designing clothes and wearing high-heels and make-up.

Chance once went from job-to-job, country-to-country, helping build houses for those in need. He finally decides to stay put and takes a job as director of an LGBTQ+ center in Atlanta where he can still be of service to others but stay mostly in one city. He doesn’t quite understand why Marcos is always sniping at him but he kind of likes it. When Marcos life is upended again, Chance steps in to help.

Forever, Con Amor can definitely be read as a standalone story (I haven’t read all of the previous books) but the stories are interconnected and characters from the previous books appear in this one. I loved all of the witty banter between Chance and Marcos. Much of it takes place while they are chatting via Instagram and text messages. My heart hurt for Marcos when things went badly for him near the beginning of the story but he proved to be a really strong character and didn’t let the hard knocks keep him down.

The chemistry between Chance and Marcos radiated off of the pages but this is definitely a slow-burn story. While the verbal bantering and sparks start early in the story things don’t get hot and heavy for quite a while and the build-up was worth the wait.

In the acknowledgements section at the back of the book the author indicates that this is the last book in the For Him series but she has also left things open for writing a spin-off series. I would really love to read more about some of the kids from the youth center. I think it would be great to read about some of the ones in this story getting their HEA.

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I scrolled through the app feed, looking at pictures of well-placed books, and poses, and puckered, bored expressions. Why were all my friends so pretentious? I flipped to my profile. God, why was I so pretentious? I snapped a quick selfie and stared at it. My dark curls were wayward at best, my face was makeup free, the bridge of freckles, marching over my nose were on full display. I looked like shit. Hungover and tired. I didn’t think a twenty-four-year-old was supposed to look haggard.

“No more booze,” I whispered to myself and posted the picture to my feed with the hashtags late night and worth it.

The last one was a lie. The club scene, as fun as it could be, had started to wear out its welcome. I set my phone on the mattress and got out of bed. My bones ached as I stretched them over my head and yawned. Definitely not worth it. Swearing when I caught a look at the clock on the nightstand, I rummaged through my closet faster than I liked and decided on cut-off shorts and a vintage Suzanne Vega t-shirt. Slipping my feet into my Bella Lou gladiator sandals, I thought I looked decent enough for the halls of my shitty little state college.

I grabbed my phone and was about to put it into my back pocket when I remembered why I’d opened Instagram in the first place. My thumb swiped over the smooth glass, the screen lighting up as I flipped to the account I had checked every morning since last November. It was an addiction, at least that sounded better than calling myself a stalker. It wasn’t my fault his feed was aesthetically pleasing and that the random shit he posted made me want to unravel him even more. His personality was a mystery. It by no means meant I wanted him.

Him.

Chance Davenport aka @a_twist_0f_fate and conveniently the new director at Pride House, the youth shelter where I happened to volunteer my time. This was all Parker’s fault, if I were being honest. He worked at Pride House, too, and every year the staff and residents put together and performed a play for charity. Last year I helped Parker out with the annual production, designing costumes and lending my makeup expertise. I’d thought I’d do my part and be done, working with kids wasn’t my thing. I was a design major, for fuck’s sake. But once I’d started and met the residents, I’d never admit it to a single soul, but I was smitten. The kids reminded me so much of myself at their age. Like me, these kids had been forced into the system and onto the streets by families who’d rather disown their blood than have a kid in the alphabet mafia. Every experience was different, every life unique, but I saw myself in their eyes. The hunger. The fear. The things we’d had to do to survive. Shit like that bruised you in places no one would ever see.

Chance hadn’t posted any hashtags, just a picture and his usual quote of the day. Today it was something from Aristotle.

“One swallow does not make a summer, neither does one fine day; similarly one day or brief time of happiness does not make a person entirely happy.”

I stared at the simple snapshot of a river, the Spanish moss hung low from the branches of a tree, skimming the surface of the water. The sun hadn’t quite fully risen, the air steaming along the bank. I wondered if he’d taken the picture today. Had he woken up early with the intention of capturing this moment? Did he live near the river? Had he camped there overnight? Was he alone? And more importantly, why in the hell would anyone get up that early on purpose? The man was a riddle, and goddammit, I was going to figure him out.

“Are you stalking my boss again?” Parker asked and I almost dropped my phone.

“¡Dios mío! You’re lucky I didn’t hit you and spill that coffee all over your frat boy gym shorts.” I put my phone in my pocket and he handed me a paper to-go cup, the sides almost too hot to hold. “Haven’t I taught you how to knock?”

“You mean like the time you didn’t knock when I was taking a shit last week, or when you didn’t knock and caught Van giving me head, or the time when—”

“I got it. You really should learn to lock a door. I’ve become way too familiar with your dick.”

“You’re welcome.” He smirked and sipped from his own cup. “What did he post today?”

“I don’t know?” I lied and snuck past him, heading for the bathroom to brush my teeth.

Right on my heels, Parker followed me, and I started to regret how I used to do the same shit to him. And by used to, I meant that I still did, almost every day, pester him incessantly, but whatever. I set my cup on the counter and grabbed my toothbrush. He leaned in the doorway, running a hand through his short blond hair, and watched me with his shrewd blue eyes.

“Marcos…”

“What?” I mumbled around my toothbrush before spitting into the sink.

“Chance. What did he post today?”

“God, you’re annoying.”

He smiled at me as I turned back to the sink. “You like him.”

“I don’t like anyone.”

“You like me.”

“Mostly.”

He laughed and took a sip of coffee before he spoke again. “You like him. He’s got the whole quiet, introverted, more than meets the eye, big lumberjack vibe. It’s hot. I get it.”

“Lumberjack? You mean tree-hugging hippy vibe.”

“I don’t think hippies have muscles like that, Basulto.”

I rolled my eyes and wiped my mouth. “He probably lives in a tent and eats kale.”

“You eat kale.”

“Never. Take that back.”

Cracking up, he held his stomach as I tapped my toothbrush against the sink with more aggression than necessary and put it away. “You look at his Instagram every day and don’t even lie. I’ve seen you do it in class. You tease him like it’s your life goal to make the man feel insecure about everything he wears. Which, by the way, the fact he hasn’t fired me for originally asking you to volunteer in the first place is a testament to his loyalty.”

“I don’t like him.” I pushed past him, almost spilling my coffee. “He’s like forty.”

He chuckled and followed me into the living room. “He’s thirty-five, I think, only a couple of years older than Van. Thank you very much. God, you’re basically the gay equivalent of that boy everyone warns their daughters about. The one who pulls pigtails because he has a crush.”

“Do not lump me into some toxically masculine, heteronormative urban legend.” Annoyed, I grabbed my bag from the floor and hauled it over my shoulder.

Smiling, he said, “You’re a bully.”

“I hate you.”

“I speak the truth.” His grin was jubilant, and dammit I hated how right he was.

Did I like Chance’s perpetual state of khaki, utility pockets, and faded Earth Day t-shirts? Fuck no. The man had zero style. He literally smelled like clay. Or maybe it was rain. Mixed with sweat and sandalwood, or maybe pine, fuck, it was some type of wood. I had no idea. But Madre de Díos it smelled amazing. And no, I would never ever speak those words out loud to a single soul. Not even to my best friend because it would give him a lifetime supply of bullshit to throw my way, and my complexion couldn’t handle that many frown lines. And maybe he was built like a god and had blue eyes that saw right through me. And yeah, he had weathered-looking hands I might’ve had fantasies about, and sure, he’d spent the majority of his adult life working in other countries, donating his time to service, helping humanity like the hippy he’d been born to be, but that didn’t mean I had to fuck the guy. He was sure in his skin. Maybe I found all of that attractive. It didn’t mean I had a crush. Besides, no one was perfect. He had to have flaws beyond his sad wardrobe. I just had to find them.

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